my writings

I didn't wish much  Except to be a cute little cat.. To be precise It's yellow little cat  which can rub and cuddle around that one beautiful human being.. It wasn't much but god still pretends like he didn't hear that..  

 It was an April evening Only dim flashlight   and atmosphere between us was so thin  get it high like we were dreaming I was listening to "Looking at life" as I was looking at him... 

The weird time  all this weird feelings will be a lie. I wanted to cry  When he looked at me with that smile. A smile that could make me die. He brightly shines  Burns in rhyme he is the puzzle  which I couldn't solve in time  If there is a wishing well ,  would you ever toss a dime? Yes, could I ask diablo be mine?  

There was this little girl who wanted a yellow diecast car on the shelf of a store. It was the first time that she wanted something so badly. Also, the first time she knew the feeling of greed and desire. It was expensive enough to risk all the pocket money for weeks. "Yellow little sport car" , she kept asking her parents to buy it for her as it was like life and death matter to that 7 years old girl. The parents bought it for her in the deal of not giving pocket money until it covers the cost. She felt she was the luckiest person alive to own that pretty little car. She could not describe with words how pretty it was to her. She just wanted to look at it every seconds that she can. She met a young guy 17 years later. The moment she saw him, she whispered to herself the word "pretty". He was as pretty as that yellow little car that she wanted. All those sweet smiles , sharp eyes, it kept reminding her the feeling that she had when she saw that car. She couldn't...

I knocked the door twice  Andrew might find the light  It was a little cold night  when I found out the love isn’t right. Andrew said “then why did you dive ?” one silent, two silent, 3 silent passed  I should just stay the night  Andrew might right that only I just loved.

I said I wanted to cry "Why didn't you?" that's what  Andrew replied "I don't know,Andrew I think I lied " Lie what!,Like you always deny? Enough,Andrew You know I fucking tried. then I asked "Can you just let me know when it is the time?" Andrew answered "You said it yourself it was so divine" Keep it in rhythm Try Accept and don't deny At the end ,you know it all will be fine. But by the time the only thing I know was Andrew never lies.

I called Andrew at the night when sky is not blue  Asked him if it is gonna be true... He told me to stop being dysfunctional like a fool and everything you have inside of you is a picture that you drew....