That diecast car from toy shelf

There was this little girl who wanted a yellow diecast car on the shelf of a store. It was the first time that she wanted something so badly. Also, the first time she knew the feeling of greed and desire. It was expensive enough to risk all the pocket money for weeks. "Yellow little sport car" , she kept asking her parents to buy it for her as it was like life and death matter to that 7 years old girl. The parents bought it for her in the deal of not giving pocket money until it covers the cost. She felt she was the luckiest person alive to own that pretty little car. She could not describe with words how pretty it was to her. She just wanted to look at it every seconds that she can.

She met a young guy 17 years later. The moment she saw him, she whispered to herself the word "pretty". He was as pretty as that yellow little car that she wanted. All those sweet smiles , sharp eyes, it kept reminding her the feeling that she had when she saw that car. She couldn't stop staring at him whenever he's with her. 

They became close to each other , late night calls, crawling in bed, get high and get wild. It was exactly the same joy that she gets something she deadly desires...

But he left......

She didn't complaint. She just said "I dun want to give away my little diecast car but you wasn't my little car.........." 

Yes, he wasn't my little diecast car to keep and I still don't want to leave..